I want you to know that I love long, continuous, interminable sex, an experience within which time stand still. I want you to penetrate every cell in my body and in my being. I want us to meld one into the other, enjoying a deep sense of excitement as we do. I need for you to be relaxed when you’re with me, and allow me to indulge in pleasure evermore, until I can bear it no longer, and only then will you enter me, streaming that vast ocean of love that you are, into my being.
Tell you the truth. I need for you to see me, to look into my eyes, to breathe from within your heart into my heart, that you’d want to know me, know every part of my body, titillate it and bring it sensual pleasure. It is important for me that you understand that when you penetrate me you arrive at a temple, the Holy of Holies of the femininity that is I, the vagina, uterus and of course the heart. I want you to enter slowly, as if tiptoeing.
Be with Me
It is important for me that you understand how exposed and vulnerable I feel when I have such an experience, and I want to have it, I really do. I want you to penetrate, touch, savor, be delighted, be wild if you’d like, be you. But it’s most important for me that you’d see me, the real flesh and blood me instead of having some fantasy. I’m real, you know; I have feelings and emotions, and I’ve experienced a thing or two before we met.
More than once I was entered by men who did it without love. I want it to be different with you. I know that you want exactly the same. I know you want to love, and I appreciate your willingness to earnestly listen to me now, with healthy curiosity, out of a deep urge to celebrate life.
So let’s celebrate, okay? Just let’s do it through the body, not through the head. Please, don’t bring your fantasies to bed, for then you will be by yourself – not with me, radiating your powerful presence. I want to feel your body here and now. Please discard from your mind what you suppose I might like and just ask me – I promise to give you a complete answer.
Promise to listen, okay? I am prepared to disclose my deepest secrets, to open up more and more, physically, emotionally and in every way, for openness is in my nature. When I voice in your ear you what I like, I bring you into me in another way, I trust you, I express my faith in you.
I want to see your joy
It is also important for me that you’d tell me what you like and that you’d know that I want to listen to you and hear you out, hear anything you’d like to voice. I promise to do everything in my power to fulfill your desires. That’s how it is when you love – you aim at making the other happy.
I want to see you smiling, laughing and shouting up to the sky with delight and joy. I want to feel your body dancing under my fingers, excited and opening up like a flower. I want you to let me explore your body in ways unknown to you which would allow me to be a curious child learning, for the first time, what is a man’s body, discovering new lands in it.
Please chill out, let go, take a deep breath, relax. When you are stressed out, rushing toward my orgasm or yours, you are not with me here, now; you are out there galloping, on your way to another destination you’re longing to reach. I want you to traverse slowly toward the climax, as slowly as possible. Forget orgasms and just be with me. It is love that I want to make with you.
My body is all pleasurable
There is another secret I want to divulge to you: My whole body is one big sex organ. Not only the clitoris or vagina or the breasts, everything! That’s how I was created, an endless expanse of titillation and pleasure. I want you to rigorously explore it, that you breathe it inwardly, don’t skip any part of it. Feel, become excited by my breathing, the sounds I’m making, that I’m available, that I surrender and open up to you.
Every once in a while I would like for you to press your chest against mine, look deep into my eyes and know that I’m with you; that we allow the hearts to speak through our bodies, directly, be it with or without words, the way we wish it at any given moment. Do you understand? It’s important for me that we truly meet each other, not just fuck, not only that we’d reach orgasmic peaks, it is important to me that we’d be together, really, in the moment, deep within the now.
I know I’m still a new presence in you experience. I know you are used to excite and be excited, I know that you have an infinite number of images in your head about how sex should look like, and I also know how important it is for you to be the best ever love-maker. Maybe I can calm you down a bit and tell you that what’s most important to me is that we feel each other, be sincere and reach true intimacy, be open and sensitive, so that we comprehend that sex is a gateway to love.
Yours, loving & huging, the One Woman.